May 8, 2006

For My Brothers

We were best friends.
the 3 of us.
inseparable.
we shared the same demons.
One drug addicted parent,
and the other a manic depressive void.

this world never wanted us,
but we knew that.
we had each other, and we had those summers.

i know you guys know what i mean when i say
that summer days just arent as bright as they used to be
not as hot
not as fun
not as desperate.

Those days feel more like dreams now.
it kind of scares me, and i guess i have come to terms with that,
but man do i miss your smiles.
2-22-06

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