We Need More Soul In Our Lives!

its always fun to look back,
considering what iv become.
no more zombies,
no more blank stares,
no more weekend worriors,
no more late nights and early mornings.
gone are the days when i was chasing a dream...
if i only knew i was chasing a ghost....

"breath in and get a buzz"
"have a drink its on us"
" your not a baby anymore, drink up."
"very good. now do it with more...emotion."
"welcome to your new home,
your one of the few left with ambition.....we'll take care of that."

im am the last of the dreamers, swingin from my neck in a two car garage.
im a dead man, but im having the night of my life
your not gonna prove anything...
im here because i want to be.
but dont worry.
you are safe.
you made it out alive.
your safe.
ha.
if i only knew i was chasing a ghost,
i would have had more time to dig my own grave.
5-11-2006