December 11, 2006

The Day After My Birthday

I am oozing guilt from every pore
I dont deserve down-time.
I dont deserve Days off.
I need to stay miserable to feel alive.
From one heartache to the next.
This is the only way i have ever known.
I am officially a man now,
and i have no idea what i am doing.
life has a deathgrip
around my throat,
and it just wont let up.
and
I cant say I want it to.

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