The AM hours warn me to stay awake.
Im a one man wrecking crew tonight.
hell bent on self destruction.
hot blood hungry breath on my neck.
falling out's starting to look like the best bet.
Ill sit in my corener and write in the dark.
And reflect on how little was gained
as to how much has been lost.
lost for good.
never coming back.
Id be a liar if i told you i wasnt scared out of my mind.
When peace of mind became a luxury,
I started to lose control.
The more I lost,
the more I wanted to Lose.
Until one day I found my self staring into the eyes of a ghost.
Im told to belive that ill be ok,
and that things can get better,
i dont know about any of that,
but i dont know,
i checked out years ago.
4/23/07
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