A Little More

tonight there's a fire in my skull.
fire behind my eyes.
pain in my guts.
i have nailed the windows shut,
in a desperate attempt
to die a little slower.
god calls,
he wants to talk.
a simlpe negotiation.
fuck him.
i lost faith
berfore it was ever instilled.
im not nuts,
im honest,
and im lucky enough
to know the difference.
sleep waits.
ill let it.
4/13/07