May 2, 2007

Im All Caught Up

Nothing is ever easy anymore.
Its not like I deserve comefort,
but for christ's sake, how depleted
can one man feel?
Geting out of bed has become
life threatening.
Staying alive has become nearly impossible
I cant begin to describe how it feels
to be a failed son,
friend,
and man.
My clean slate
fell into the wrong hands,
and the infections have grown
exponentially.
The devil is real,
and is on the rise,
He tucked me in last night,
and with one hand over my mouth
told me
to stay
out
of
the
sun.
5/2/07

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