October 2, 2007

A Not So Good Heart

I checked out for a little while
in an attempt to clear my head.
I was never good at helping my self.
we all know that

So glad the cool wind is on its way.
maybe ill catch a break this time.
however, I wouldn't bet on it.

One year ago today,
I was wising I was dead.
A year is a long time,
but not much has changed.

I know i will break this,
and run,
and never look back.
but its just hard to
believe it sometimes.
10/2/07 3:55am

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