Nobody

On the fast track.
As it were, I was
dying in my bed studying
the slanted, spit covered walls.
I have never been this free.
I must admit,
Although I remember it happening,
I dont remember what it feels like
to live without fear and dependence.
If i could have the chance to keep the love with me
in my heart,
all through my days,
maybe then it will mean something.
They tell me there is always hope.

I dont make children laugh anymore.
I dont make my mother proud anymore.
I dont frustrate my father like I used to.
2/11/07 11:06pm

the hell with it all.
its time I went to bed.