February 7, 2007

Another Bad Dream About Me

Last night was a disaster.
I faced my self, and of course,
folded under pressure.
The people applauded me
as i fell down.
I stayed down,
felling hopeless.
I searched for a familiar face,
and there was none.
I took all my money out of my pockets,
threw it down,
took of my pants,
my shirt,
and stood naked.
I was too angry to be embarassed.
I was sweating and breathing heavily,
and I knew I looked like shit.
I lifted my arm, pointed,
and as I was about to
wage my war,
my knees buckled and i fell down
again.
By the time i was able to stand up
and look around,
everyone had left.
I felt like I was on fire.
"I know ill never win,"
I said aloud,
"...Im a legend in my head,
and a failure to the world."
2/2/07

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